LOVE
下午 This afternoon
在腦海裡 I sensed kisses
感受到親吻 in a vision of mine
如同情慾竄流在我體內一樣 like the lust actually flowed through my guts
時間大約地球的十秒左右 about ten seconds of Earth time
畫面是 The picture is
男人對著女人 man's back, facing woman, towards left
未著衣而未裸露 naked but not exposed
兩人在整個範圍的左上方 they are at the upper left side of the view
感覺極度偏離畫面重心地 somehow unbalanced from the center
我同時用眼角看著 feeling like watching with my eye corners
又清楚看著他們的情感細節 yet at the same time getting their detailed emotions
畫面整體時，他們是彼此凝視的，在西方油畫那樣的筆觸與光影裡
In the whole picture, they are gazing at each other with desire in an air of renaissance oil painting.
進入細節的時候，我感受到情感的灼熱與刺目的光線
In details, I feel the heat of affections and blinding lights.
兩人的視角與感受 The views and feelings of man and woman
交錯切換著 interchanged and turned
因此 making their energy
能量流動旋轉著 flow and spin
因為強烈的感受而閉上眼的我 I closed my eyes due to the high thrill
卻無法「看見」 and stopped seeing the image
我必須睜著眼睛 I need to open the eyes
讓光線流入瞳孔 let lights get through my pupils
才能 in order to
看到那個影像 illuminate the figures
好像關燈的夜晚睡眠 like sleeps without nightlights on
看不見夢的畫面 hardly see the dreams
親吻 Kiss
親吻 and kiss
親吻 and kisses
畫面與感受 the view and the feeling
是分開發生的 happens in different places
感受 the feeling
是光線 is from lights
是思緒 is in thoughts
畫面 the view
色彩 the colors
是情感的傳達媒介 are media for affections
親吻 Inside the light
的光線裡頭 of kisses
有著 are the aches and sweetness
自深沉處震動的 vibrating and
散溢的 secreting
酸甜 from depth
這股 This
難以克制的力量 unconstrainable power
從兩個個體的共能 multiplied from two individuals
加乘 synergistically
他們無法獨自產出 They cannot singly produce
這個讓他們 such energy that
臣服的力 makes them submissive to
來自兩人而 This fierceness from two
超越兩者的 that surpasses
劇烈能量 two together
原來如此 なるほど
這是為什麼 This is why
「自尊」在這裡 Pride
會有芥蒂 is tripped here
因為 Because
哈 ha!
因為它清楚 because it knows
自己的力量 that its strength
無法贏過這個 would never win
超越兩者相加的能量 this force that exceeds two combined
所以它 hence it would
想反抗、想挑釁 try to resist and challenge
想控制些什麼 try to control something
噢不 oh no
不對不對 no no no
害怕愛情的人 people who afraid of Love
會故意說 would say this
把身體和情感 「separate the body and feelings」
分開
但是 the problem is
身體 that the body
就是情感 is the feeling
這麼思考 To think like that
只是腦部心智的 is a twisting
自我扭曲 petty trick
所編造出來的 generated by the mind and brain
謊話 ugly lies
對 Yes
身體 the body
就是情感 is the affection
的顯型 displayed
與 and
化身 incarnated
情感是 The affection is the energy
靈性 from the spirituality
藉由身體
而轉換 converted
及代謝來的 and metabolized
能量 through the body
把身體 People
當作玩物的人 who walks and plays with body
他們可能不知道 they may not know
自己的虧損 how much
有多重大 it would cost them
如同 Like
把身軀 quantifying the shells
與附著其上的一切 and everything that comes along with them
量化為數字 into numbers
計算為價值的人 making values out of them
他們看不見 They cannot see
自己正將自己丟入 that they are throwing themselves into
自己挖掘的陷阱 the dumps they are exhuming
他們以為 They think
自己正在 they are
挖掘 digging up
天堂 a heaven
因此 thus
他們必須說服其他傀儡 they need to convince other puppets
參與 to join
他們的 their
饗宴 Fest
Sumikko
2021/03/15 18:22 Ch｜19:53 En
Hualien, Taiwan.