Lucifer
Lucifer 路西法 does not know of his own realness 不知道自己已經是真實的 or, he can't see 或者說，他看不見 the truthfulness of himself 真實的自己 he does not approve that 他不認為自己是真的 self deny 自我否定 Hence he destroyed himself 因此，他先摧毀了自己 then tried assembling it 再試圖，拼湊自身 yet he didn't notice 但是，他可能不知道 such unconsciousness 他無法意識到 of this suicidal behavior 自身自殺自滅的行為 his brutality revealed 他的殘忍，透露了 his shamefulness and regrets 他的羞赧與悔恨 exasperation and infuriation bred into depravity 惱羞成怒，愈發殘暴 projecting such rage upon others 將憤恨投射在他物之上 and giving control with punishments 並加以控制懲罰 was his only way of existing 是他唯一的存在方式 in other words, a twisted form of living 或者說，這是他選擇的 he chose for himself 扭曲生存方式 rules of ill consideration 為自己量身訂製的 he customized for his will 惡劣品質的「規則」 self cursing 對自己下咒 and established an opposite world with dropped frequency 創建一個低頻倒反的世界 only because 只因為 his uncertainty 他不能肯定 of his confidence 自己的真實性 disbelief 無法確信 of his worthiness 自己存在的意義 are you real? 你是真的嗎？ you can only confirm it 你只能透過外在的反應 ...