角落日常

為了從什麼移開視線     The indulgency out of purpose 而刻意做的「盡情」     is to avert something 享樂主義的背面     At the back of Hedonism 是為了脫逃什麼     there is an escape from something 以享樂為目的而生活     T he pursuit for pleasure as a principle of life 必定招來更多痛苦     must call for greater pains 是個愚蠢的主張     which is a ludicrous  advocacy 如     for example    商業化主義     commercialism 把東西代換、拉扯目的，去刻意     to replace A with B, to make up goals 弄出什麼     to fabricate  來讓自己「感覺好」     in order to feel good 自我設定，邏輯式的封閉性     self-defined, closed-up with logics self trapping     自投羅網 先假想設定一個狀況必定讓自己感覺好     Assuming a situation that must be good 然後去刻意行為     and then conduct certain deeds 接著在這個目的達成之後     Finally, tell yourself that this feels really good 告訴自己自己感覺真好     a fter the goals are reached 這不是     Isn't that 恐怖故事嗎? ...

neediness comes from disowning  denying one's past it traps them in memories where they "lives" in death people who own their past process their inner substances that is most importantly the affections carried by memories they separate and select  nutrients to absorb the same as processing information they can create their own reality with strong supports from their own recognition people who contempt the history discarding them like garbage are the trash they themselves abandoning they need persuasions  conveyances selling techniques approvals attentions applauses dominances calculating all these stuff from outside of themselves trouble makers excuses inventors annoying persons narcissists the being-nice ones the talkers the controllers the unsatisfied the self-entitled the purpose-graspers the success-definers the self indulgence the delusions make believes self brainwashing all these crap they traded with emotional recognitions to hold on  to the 'world' of the...