角落日常

Oh, you're just tired. Whenever you blame others  you're only blaming yourself. When you have all these creations Sometimes you lost track of them You worry you might not devote enough attentions evenly to all of them you're afraid indeed Sometimes you wonder if you have the right to "cleanse" them when they utterly lose control into tragic destruction... That's why you need time to edit all of these the universe, the cosmos your work of invention a piece of duration a song, music, image, literature a movie, a film, a video, an animation that's where lay your thoughts and intentions endless cerebration "I'm everywhere" you think You needed conditions restriction You chose to forget and dive into countless coordinates called "time" or "dreams" self-dividedly One of you, this me here poundering "...Well since I probably know most of it  I guess there's not much left for me to ruminate, uh?" by "rumination...

Think we do things we're not aware of and that's a purpose too that's why they wanna be us such lovable creature that's worth memorizing repeatedly I can use this body to watch (those and these horrifying imageries) but they are irrelevant to me so I am ignoring it sewage it all happens when you want to have a little try, even though you knew well that it's a simulation, then you gradually took it for real, now it seems to be eternal, and here you got things to grab onto, and it never ends, a maze you forgot how to get out a lens/mirror between these simulations is a purpose of zero point there's always the equal distance between them to that lens with this there's always at least two worlds as the counter part of each other you must divide yourself in order to see thus an individual is naturally at least a twin of its own crackle and be thrived testifying through reprise revolving with watchfulness are you 'wrong'? is it not righteous? recurring the...

Lucifer 路西法 does not know of his own realness 不知道自己已經是真實的 or, he can't see 或者說，他看不見 the truthfulness of himself 真實的自己 he does not approve that 他不認為自己是真的 self deny 自我否定 Hence he destroyed himself 因此，他先摧毀了自己 then tried assembling it 再試圖，拼湊自身 yet he didn't notice 但是，他可能不知道 such unconsciousness 他無法意識到 of this suicidal behavior 自身自殺自滅的行為 his brutality revealed 他的殘忍，透露了 his shamefulness and regrets 他的羞赧與悔恨 exasperation and infuriation bred into depravity 惱羞成怒，愈發殘暴 projecting such rage upon others 將憤恨投射在他物之上 and giving control with punishments 並加以控制懲罰 was his only way of existing 是他唯一的存在方式 in other words, a twisted form of living 或者說，這是他選擇的 he chose for himself 扭曲生存方式 rules of ill consideration 為自己量身訂製的 he customized for his will 惡劣品質的「規則」 self cursing 對自己下咒 and established an opposite world with dropped frequency 創建一個低頻倒反的世界 only because 只因為 his uncertainty 他不能肯定 of his confidence 自己的真實性 disbelief 無法確信 of his worthiness 自己存在的意義 are you real? 你是真的嗎？ you can only confirm it 你只能透過外在的反應 ...

do you think it's funny the way we live? memories that we no longer bear things took away that once belonged to us for some reason irreversible or  if I could stand at a point that seizes the whole view would I see  whether it's a plan or a randomness? is it funny the way we live recalling with imaginations? (l just think, they're all our remembrances) and speak them, expatiate about like we create these whole new all l see it so clear that we are vivid dolls with real true souls here in this place makes it really funny to me such paradox living lives this we colors and shapes so believable is it funny the way we exist visiting one planet after one as beings? how small are you going to shrink yourself into? splitting into millions of infinity piling stacking till it gets thick and dark ...oh I suddenly see that's my problem to stand too far away too much of a distance to see this funniness these anomalies

什麼... 如果解開了人類的「什麼」 會很危險...? 又是什麼...? 解開什麼? they are troublesome sometimes nauseating loathingly evil yet some of them have loving qualities these who have deep eye sockets these 'garbage' that I don't know how to deal with sad pathetic things criers  whiners lost ones and some treasurable ones 那是，真的嗎? 如果是的話，那肯定像是個 令人想結束的惡夢 在這裡「重來」的靈魂們 當中的某些 可能還接收著那些夢魘的回音 還看著，那樣的畫面 這些褪色質地的 「悲傷」 奇怪的，遺失 無名，無語 無從尋起 卻似乎就在那裡 一些有跡可循的 匪夷所思 在新影像裡頭的 舊情感 層層同心圓 海水與土地相互環繞的城市 為什麼它總是 令我感覺不祥? 發達 綠意 輕盈 享樂 恣意 罪孽 毀滅 在他們的基因裡 固著在靈魂的記憶 去除不了 反覆著 這些麻煩 渴望那最一開始的鮮美 迎來最終的醜惡 那樣的不祥 他們雙腳總是陷進的 注定的悲傷 我奇怪著這樣的盲目 那樣的無法脫離 無法提升 無法看清 錯誤 卻執意反覆 愚昧 叫人鄙棄 侷限的目光與視野 錯誤的判斷與抉擇 悲淒 不完善 不適宜 疑慮重重而無力 衰敗 殘酷 糟蹋 墮落 不可取 逃亡 流浪 惡夢一場 原先的那些 肉眼看見的絢麗 映入心裡的 竟是透著恐懼的惡 何等的悲傷可怕 有如令人憎惡的 糟糕的玩笑 呼吸到的香氣 竟是致命的毒 未解的惡意 就這麼終了 看他們的怯懦 可笑 由此膨脹而生的侵略 虛偽無實的空洞 不值一顧   there's nothing to be confused about from now on because it is I don't reject things that are positive or unharmful life is not a joke it's a happening that you would accept the practicing of a lif...

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