whence

do you think it's funny

the way we live?

memories that we no longer bear

things took away

that once belonged to us

for some reason

irreversible

or 

if I could stand

at a point that seizes the whole view

would I see 

whether it's a plan

or a randomness?

is it funny the way we live

recalling

with imaginations?

(l just think, they're all our remembrances)

and speak them, expatiate about

like we create these whole new all

l see it so clear

that we

are vivid dolls with real true souls

here in this place

makes it really funny to me

such paradox

living lives

this we

colors and shapes

so believable

is it funny the way we exist

visiting one planet

after one

as beings?

how small

are you going to shrink yourself into?

splitting

into millions of infinity

piling

stacking

till it gets thick and dark

...oh I suddenly see

that's my problem

to stand too far away

too much of a distance

to see this funniness

these anomalies