Lucifer
Lucifer
路西法
does not know of his own realness
不知道自己已經是真實的
or, he can't see
或者說，他看不見
the truthfulness of himself
真實的自己
he does not approve that
他不認為自己是真的
self deny
自我否定
Hence he destroyed himself
因此，他先摧毀了自己
then tried assembling it
再試圖，拼湊自身
yet he didn't notice
但是，他可能不知道
such unconsciousness
他無法意識到
of this suicidal behavior
自身自殺自滅的行為
his brutality revealed
他的殘忍，透露了
his shamefulness and regrets
他的羞赧與悔恨
exasperation and infuriation bred into depravity
惱羞成怒，愈發殘暴
projecting such rage upon others
將憤恨投射在他物之上
and giving control with punishments
並加以控制懲罰
was his only way of existing
是他唯一的存在方式
in other words, a twisted form of living
或者說，這是他選擇的
he chose for himself
扭曲生存方式
rules of ill consideration
為自己量身訂製的
he customized for his will
惡劣品質的「規則」
self cursing
對自己下咒
and established an opposite world with dropped frequency
創建一個低頻倒反的世界
only because
只因為
his uncertainty
他不能肯定
of his confidence
自己的真實性
disbelief
無法確信
of his worthiness
自己存在的意義
are you real?
你是真的嗎？
you can only confirm it
你只能透過外在的反應
with external reactions
來確認
since
因為
it's dead
你的內在裡頭
inside you
已經死亡
yet you wouldn't understand
但是你不知道，殺死自己的
that you're the killer of yourself
正是你自己
turn yourself into loaded weights of demons
讓自己化作沉重堆疊的妖魔
colors overlaid and mixed
加疊聚集的光線
into thick murk
變得濃而黑暗
make pain pleasures
把痛苦當作享樂
call yourself the king
讓自己稱王
you wouldn't
你不願
accept the way you are
接受這樣的自己
when you crowned yourself
當你稱王之時
you set wrongful principles
你立下錯誤的法則
and tortured the innocent
懲罰無辜者
all you could do was living on their terror
你只能靠他們的恐懼維生
to gain the affirmation of your shape
來獲得你自身存在的認可
the fears of human beings
became the evidence of your existence
人類的恐懼，成為你存在的證據
you're a laughable creature of the universe
你是可笑的宇宙生物
you knew well about the fact
that you're a frail parasite
你知道自身是脆弱不堪的寄生蟲
who can merely boost up his pride
只能在這個錯誤的世界裡
in this realm of mistakes
叱吒風雲
self sealed in this heavy dimension
把自己封印在沉重的維度裡
the time here isn't actually long
這裡的時間事實上並不長
but for you
只是對你而言
you're the eternal lord
你是永久的王，僅此而已
nothing more
we are here to take you, your fragments
我們來到這裡
是為了接納
你的碎片
as a buffer, your body and His will
作為一個折衷
你的肉體
與祂的精神
be combined as one
合而為一
countlessly in forms
成為各模各樣
of humans
的人
we are His net
我們是祂的網子
we are Time Matrices
這個時間的網格
for collecting
是為了收拾
all the deviants
所有的「錯誤」
as possible
盡可能地
make those threads of minds
將思緒與心意
braided
編織
into a piece of something
成某樣成品
to ponder upon
以便審視
again and again
再三
till we (you) could finally see
直到我們(你)睜眼看見
lucifer
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