KIRURGI
Right
I gave myself
a surgery
for my soul
MIN SJÆL
Although my mind could never
completely realize at the same pace
it could mostly guess
and only surrender
to my Intuition
How did I do this
Something in the core
covered with Time
layers by layers
cleaving a pile of tiles bare handed with a shout
electrifying the heart with an AED
thundering the earth with gathered electrons from the sky
I thought this was reluctance
I thought it was sorrow
no, they aren't.
I knew, but ain't for sure
words lost in there and dissolved
before they were formed
it is
and will always be
delightful enjoyments with leisure
high ranked joyfulness and bliss
in my case
now that I read my soul
with my truth
other than putting on
clothes that never fit me
what a wonder
go through the cracks
between these plates
on the crust of the Earth
with sharpness
of the Consciousness blade
hands with strengths
of the Will
Pains
of exposures
blood
of staleness
I urged my own breaths
in a state of coma
Inhaling
the wishes of
recovering
Picturing
the hopes of
revival
And come back
come around
Do you miss me?
you are saying
Do you
miss the world?
Do you know
who you are
now?
Sumikko
2021/03/16 16:39 Hualien, Taiwan.