THIS you own

 

You are the best

in your own way of existing

I have to work with "all of my time"    我必須運用「我所有的時間」

this means    這意思

merely and simply    僅僅單純是

"all of my perceptions in this life"    「我這一生當中所有的視線」

including those besides daily reality    包括那些「日常現實」以外的

(why are you in this loop?)    (你為何在這個迴路裡?)

I'm in an indescribable pain   在這個時間規模裡

of suppressing my paces    我因不得不抑制自己的腳步

in this scale of time    而感覺到一種難以言喻的不適

Things I get in touch with    我接觸到的事物
are somehow like messages    似乎總是那些
I need to be aware of    我需要留意的訊息

And I know    我知道

a lot of my state of consciousness    許多我的意識狀態

will be changed    將會改變

yet leaving myself    但卻留下那些

with its past memories as data    完歷的回憶作為資料數據

There are new ways    在所有的時間裡

all the time    有著無數的路徑

depending on    全依據我

what and how I choose    如何選擇、選擇什麼

I'm observing myself    我觀察著我自己

like I need to    (像是我需要這麼做一樣)

in order to get    為了得到 

an unseen sense of my mind    某個未曾見過的心智知覺

it's like keep searching    這像是不斷地

in the light of unknown    在未知的光線裡搜尋

keep facing it    持續地以這個我

with this me    來面對它

particles    粒子

scattered    被打散

recombined    再重組

million times    無數次

遊走到    I roamed along

意識的邊界    the edge of my intellection

腳邊    some place at a cliff

類似懸崖的位置    near my feet

決定    I decide 

從意識裡過多的波動    to sort out my realities

挑選自己的現實    from these overly surged perceptions

我有權取用所需    I am certified to select what's essential

將建立起的所信    to build up what are irrefutable

從自身張開    from my stances

these bones    在我裡頭的

this set of bone    這些骨

inside me    這具骨骼

looking into my physical self    往內看這個身軀的自己

these tissues    這些組織 

organs and muscles    這些臟器和肌肉

pipes and blood    管路和血液

these eyeballs    在這個頭骨裡的

and my brain    這對眼球

in this scalp    和我的腦

my spine    我的脊椎

這種    A feeling of

被思緒(未見過的訊息)    being drowned

淹沒的感覺    by unseen tidings

需要從水中    the urge of stepping away

暫時離開的感覺    from the waters

水    Water

對    yes

它能帶走毀壞    it takes away those ruins

清除    Cleansing

留下的是殘餘的結構    leaving the bones remained

所以我站在那裡頭    So I stand inside of this structure

試著找些什麼    attempt to search 

但不是真的在找    Not really looking for something

而是觀望著那個氛圍    but immersing myself into the ambience

感受「存在」的證據    to sense the evidence of 'existence'

如果我也是    If I were also

來自「未來」的某一處    from somewhere in the 'future'

為了觀察    to observe 

為了視探    to espy

為了體會    to apperceive 'the contents of living'

在那一處(已經)沒有了的「生活內容」    that were no longer there

不管是「進來」    whether it be 'walking in'

還是「下來」    or 'walking down'

不管是什麼樣的「安排」    whichever the 'arrangement' was

在這個位置裡我清楚感覺到    in this spot, I am wary that

自己存在的狀態    such presence of me

必須經由這個心智    should be delineated and shown

一起顯現、描繪出來    through and along with this mind

或許    Perhaps

這個結構    that this structure

指的就是    indicated

這個身體也說不定    is indeed this human body

我的本體    My actual self

在這個地方的樣子    is diversified

是千變萬化的    in this place

或許在其他頻率裡頭    Perhaps in other frequencies

我依然擁有某種的型態    I too have some certain form

依然能夠「看見」或「觸碰」    still be able to 'see' and 'touch'

但它可能不是這裡的狀態   though may not exactly be the same way

這是為何此處    That is why this place

有它的無可取代    is of its irreplaceableness

(不是嗎)    (isn't it so?)

地球的人類們    People on Earth

就跟它字面上的意義一樣    are mostly literally as it is suggested

活在表層    living on the surface

on this thin crust    在這層薄殼上

not knowing a thing    不知道發生過什麼事

or without a way of knowing how to know    或者，無法知道如何得知

simply existing    單純地活著

might be so precious    是如此珍貴

since in itself    正因這樣的珍貴

the preciousness    在它自身其中

isn't noticeable    並未被察覺

這些能量的存有    These energies

就是它自身「極」的成因    are their own extremities

那個來源    That Source

作為永恆的存在    as an eternal being

它翻轉而相連的背面    what would it be 

會是什麼?    at the back of its connected and reversible side?

那個永恆的無維度    That everlasting non-dimension

對它自身而言    to itself could at the same time 

同時也可以是一瞬間    be a fast instant moment

在這之內的創造物    Creations among and within here

無論是哪個頻率層次    obtaining their own scale of time

擁有自身的時間規格    whatever the levels of frequencies are

在它們自身的世界中取用能源    They attain what they need in their own world

為自身創造一切    to create anything for themselves

一切都是自動化的    'Everything is automatic'

(不是嗎)    (isn't that so?)

這樣一個設定    kind of setting

難怪這些能量更高的力    No shit that these higher forces

被要求撤離地球人類的生活範圍    are asked to leave us alone for specific reasons

噢沒錯    No doubt that

你們需要這樣的「我們」    you need such 'us' 

好來替你們釋除那些    to remit for you  

「曾經」的「魯莽」後果    those histories and recklessness

即使    while such we

這些我們    are created

是由你們再次延伸創造出來的    within your extensions

正是因為你們深知    Astutely you understand

自身的能，以及    such forcefulness

你們清楚    self-aware about 

自身的「惡與毀」這個反作用力    its counter energy of 'evilness and destructiveness'

這樣的我們    such us

如此珍貴的原因    are so treasurable

正是由於    exactly because 

我們的無能與天真    of our incapability and innocence

如同來自你們的    Same way as us humans

人類的我們    that are descended from you

深知自身內在    knowing these left forces and sins

帶著遺留的能與惡    inside ourselves

我們被那些    we are constantly 

可愛動物    healed by those

療癒    heart-warming creatures

你們    You

透過我們這樣的    heal yourselves

地球的人類    with us human races

療癒你們自己    on this planet Earth

(是吧)    (isn't that right?)

(you need us    (你們需要我們

and you can't help wanting us)    而且你們不由得想要我們)

你們    You

擁有更接近本源初始的能的    'gods'

眾「神」們    with powers closer to the Source

經過能量散射於「時」的向外推移    Energies emanated outwards through 'Time' 

來到邊緣外側的此處    to here at the margin of the outer side

時光的能    Lights carried with Time emitting

來自高頻的「過去」    from higher frequency 'past'

流進低頻的「未來」    into lower frequency 'future'

在降低的頻率裡    Ruminating

沉思    during the decrease of frequencies

將節奏拉長    stretching the rhythms

給予當下的你們    giving you the vectors

轉圜的向量    to redeem

讓你們    Rerailing you 

重回軌道    back

我們對你們的作用    is the healing

正是療癒    we have on you

這個    This 

珍貴的星球    precious planet

不是你們能夠付出代價    isn't something you could price

去恣意妄為的    with your unscrupulousness

即使    Even if 

你們有可能    you might have been

是「曾經」的我們(那麼我們就是「未來」的你們)    us 'once' (then we are you 'to be')

過多的重組與創造    All of these excessive rearranging and creating

在這個同一的能量之中    among one single energy

分散出來的角度、意識    myriad radiated angles and perspectives

你或許可以說    You can aver that

我正是在與自身對話    in a sense I'm talking to myself

是也可    Doesn't

非也可    matter

無論自語詞彙為何    May the indications be

在這裡的    This race

這個我    here

它有振動的必要    is a vibration with assertions

因為它自身即為一個生命    since as a life itself

與你相等    it is equal to you

can you appreciate yourself

just like you appreciate the greenish purity of a plant

or the seemingly flawless sincerity of a fluffy cat?

this creature you own right now

just like the other kinds

your eyes kept on

and lay your eyes on this one

you, this very you

see it

with your consciousness

you can have this calmness as well

just like you always know

what you always want

and have always have already

Sumikko

2021/05/25 22:57 左 ｜06/02 18:29 右  

Hualien, Taiwan.